After Graeme's post on depressing blogs, the cheerful Nixie wrote one to promote a sense of love into blog, something I was thinking of doing, telling you all what I love etc, etc...

However I realised it's the usual things, my family, my friends, my dog and of course you guys, although the love for you lot varies depending on the person ;)

But I've decided to combine both the above posts into one and give a simple soliloquy on one thing I love which takes in my answer to Mr G.

I love what this blog gives me in life, I love that when I'm feeling crap or feeling down I don't have to hide it.

This site is me and as such mirrors who I am, I don't write depressing posts etc on here because I want to be noticed, I want attention or I'm hoping for sympathy.

I write it often because this is but an extension of who I am, possibly, thanks to the ever decreasing anonimity (c'mon, who doesn't know who I am by now?!) this is my most public face, this is the me with no walls, the me baring all (sorry for that image guys!) without having to hide who I really am or how I really feel.

I sometimes feel guilty writing depressing posts etc, I wonder why people would read them but although I enjoy being entertaining, and I enjoy writing things people might want to read this is a marvellous way of getting things off my chest, often the act of writing thoughts makes you look a little deeper, sometimes even forces you to realise the folly of those thoughts.

I hope (in some cases I know) that you guys don't come on here and if I'm not capering like a jester run off.

It really does help when I'm feeling down and I get messages from people, not because they want anything, or feel the need to vicariously leech my unhappiness but because they're friends and they're nice people, they really do seem to care. (Trust me, I owe many of you many drinks)

So there we go, it may be a little sad... but God Bless this site and all who blog on her.